Feeling Much Better

The name of tonight’s abstract illustration is “Twisting Elation Of Self Healing”.

As I stand here listening to Peter Gabriel I realize that what I have just gone through is no joke. I have managed to spend the month of March dismantling all of my beliefs and all of my reasons to exist in this world. It started slowly with analyzing one illustration. I then started to think about why I do any of it. Does my art have a purpose in this life. Does anyone care of I stop creating. Does anyone care if I stop breathing. It was a hard notion to shake. i have always had a rock solid idea of who I am but lately all of my defenses have been breaking down. My nights of only two hours sleep had turned into no sleep. I began to hate things I have always enjoyed and worse than that I stopped caring. I have picked my pen back up and I have started to be the person I was. I have to say that was a close one.