It Can Be A Lot…

The name of tonight’s abstract illustration is “I Am Perpetually On Sensory Overload”.

My brain is always working. I am inundated with constant thought. It never shuts down. In my head I play out a billion scenarios on multiple topics, look into the future, look into the past, dwell over the present, do multiple mathmatetical problems, obsess over any giving situation springing up at all times, make up fantastical stories, sing songs, haunt myself with nightmares, and flash dozens of disembodied images. It is just something I have always been aware of. Oh and lest I forget I have a built in dialogue with a mirror image of myself that can be my champion or greatest enemy. I play classical music throughout my studio to maintain a baseline and when I need to create I put in earbuds and scavange through Amazon music for tunes that will keep me present. Is it a superpower or a curse? I just don’t know.