Pity Party Or Existential Crisis

The title of tonight’s abstract illustration is “Eternal Questioning Of Artistic Vision”.

Fixing toilets, partial bizarre power outages, snow shoveling, three hour flu drive by, freezing artic air mass, low heating oil, unexplained dripping blood, and perpetual apathy…

It’s an incredible dance so far here in the year 2025. For some reason all I can think about today is how Francis Ford Coppala spent 200 million of his own money on his magnum opus Megolopolis and it bombed so decisively that Amazon canceled all pre-orders on the DVD. It seems so few people wanted it that they cancelled productin of the DVD and Blu-Ray. That’s right nobody showed up for what this amn perceived his whole life led up to.

It makes me wonder as an artist if people will ever truly understand the impetus for my work. Will people get the fact that I leave a piece of my sou with every abstract illustion or should I care about anyone’s opinion.