Admission Of Self Doubt

The name of tonight’s abstract illustration is “Your Beautiful Pictures Are Fraying”.

It happened. I was finally victim to my own artistic self doubt. I have been pondering why I create art? Who is my art for? Do People understand my art? Am I creating art for my own selfish need or does my art have a place in the world? I have been aware for my entire artistic career that if I stop drawing then my art stops existing. The problem I have had is that my emotional abstract expressionist illustrations have become stale and monotonous. I have been struggling to get back the purity that helped create my abstracts in the past. This week it all started to come back. Artistic change is messy. Artistic chane is emotional. As artists we never know what is on the other side of our personal implosions. I will be posting in order the evolving changes that have been taking place. I feel purged and I know my art is heading in the right direction.